Tuesday, September 11, 2007
can u imagine how annoying it is when the person u hope who can cheer u up a little bit turn out to be the irritating one.
wanted to go to clinic for check up, since i have menses cramps (i've never had it before). it is so painful that it makes me difficult to walk. every move i make, it hurt. so i thought maybe should call mother to fetch me and accompany me to see a lady doctor. but she wants to go pasar. see how important i am to her?? so i msged him, hoping that he can cheer me a lil bit. but no! he irritate me instead. forcing me to go clinic. when i already told him that im in pain even when walking, and the clinic is farking far from mrt. i dun noe wat bus goes there. and most importantly, i want mother to follow. but he keep on pastering me to go. either he dun understand what ive said or he is deaf or purposely. he wans me to take cab and he'll repay the amount later. it's ok. i dun need it. what for going if mother not there. yes yes, call me anything u like, but hey, i need my mother in this kind of cases ok. but i think the fish and the chicken in the kitchen is more important then her own flesh n blood.
gosh the pain is killing me.
i wonder how u ladies endure this pain every month??
and i am now stuck at office wondering how am i going home?
im feeling so weak...
Take me as far as possible
