Wednesday, October 24, 2007
IS IT MY FAULT?
i've never felt so serba salah after helping people before. but yesterday, i did.
after shift around 11.20pm, i went down to withdraw some cash. but the machine had moved. and there was this man had his head wrapped in towel. as in the face towel. like how most banglas did. he approached me and asked if i am witdrawing money. but never let me answer. he straight away say 'abang nak cash in duit tapi kat ocbc. adik pakai ocbc ke?' no i am looking for dbs or posb. 'oh abang tau. dorg da tukar tempat kat sane'. pointing towards mph. at that hour, almost everybody has gone home. after thanking him, i moved away. but he followed me lah. was lucky the peeps from gloria jeans still around, at least someone can hear me if something happen. i thought. he continued 'abang da cerai. abih custody anak abang dapat. 2 baby. mantainence tinggi skarang. abang nagh cari sape2 ada ocbc, yang bole transfer kan duit abang ni' showing me his money, at a glance, i saw 3 $10s and a $50 notes. 'oh saya tak pakai ocbc. takda account pon. cume ada ni je.' pointing to the dbs machine. 'ok, ape kata adik kasi abang $10. pasal duit ni abang sebenarnya nk bayar untuk anak2. jadi abang tak terkacau duit ni nanti sampai abang dapat cash in duit ni.'
one thing about me is that, i can completely trust them once the pity in me surfaces.
but the thing is, i keep telling myself not to trust even at that point of time. but somehow, i still gave him the $10. he asked for my hp number and acct number. and for that moment, i feel abit blur. i think i wrote it down. then i moved away. i heard him saying 'ayin, i'll call you tomorrow before trnsfering the money.' i turned and gave him that 'u noe my name' face. turn away and almost running up the escalator, and flag a cab home.
and until now, i am still wondering, why did i gave him the money? how the hell does he noe my name? and did i gave him my number and acct number??
i am scared.
seriously.
dare not voice it out to parents.
i feel like crying, but dunno for wat.
i felt so uneasy after that incident. i cant sleep.
right now i am dead tired.
haiz....
lesson: dont go and withdraw money alone at a quiet place.
HELP
Take me as far as possible
