Thursday, December 6, 2007
my blabber
lengthy one
there's a lot of thing in mind which i have to put down. but let me try if i can throw it all out...
1. my company organized a FUTSAL competition. it is stated there 'open to all. ladies are welcome' and so my team happily signed up and put me in... BUT yesterday, they sent out a mail regarding the other team and where and when... but i couldnt find my name!! reason, i am the only lady. *&^%.
2. IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!! and i recieved a present from kak lastri..many many thanks to her lah cos she bought me a calculator. bahasa nampak kak...hehe.. fyi, i dont have my own calculator since i joined KBR. haha..
3. my celebration was tiring but fun...went to work at starbucks just now for like 3 hrs only.. we gave away 511 cups of drinks only in 2 hours. targeted more. they sang me a birthday song when i stepped in store, and they surprised me with CEDELE chocolate cake when the 2 hours end. they made me blushed. so paiseh lah!! had customers wishing me... it was fun though. then i realized that i have to work till 11. i didnt even know my own schedule!! tsk tsk ayin ayin... but ali let me go early cos its my birthday.. aww, soo thoughtful of you.. heart you lah ali.. and so now i'm at home typing all this.
4. the best present ever...
recieved a call from abang razak just now. he was from KBR then ventured out to ABC (not the real company name) for the better. we were talking about work and how i was coping with the project. as usual, i wont say it a stressful one, but its a confusing one. cos the changes they made to the structure was not told to anyone. so we have to find for any faulty ourselves. they are selfish people. they cant make up their mind to one thing lah...
the surprise for me was, he invited me over to his place now. of cos, better pay, better place, office located at jurong east (heaven lah).. and broading my experience.
BUT i've stayed at KBR for only 1 year, considering now is the 'peak period', leaving them will only cause disaster especialy now when we have shortage of designers. i need suggestions...please...
a) i wanted to go to ABC. for the fact that it is near my home and better pay. but leaving KBR will make me feel bad, backstabber, guilty.. or whatever.. after the trainings they had trained me. i'm sure i'm guilty.
b) i think i have mentioned about my intentions of going back to school next year. if i accept abg razak's offer, and school accept my application, then i will be in deep sh**. but if i turn down the offer, and school didnt accept my application, then it will be a BIG WASTE!! i need help. i have not talk to the parents yet. they're asleep already. maybe tomorrow.
i need to think carefully. but i cant cos i am occupied with things. schedule with starbucks, plans for christmas party. shoppings to do for the events. birthdays and invitations coming.
bole botak aku mcm ni!! and most importantly, my health. this breathing is sooo... i dont know how to say. it's like only limited space are left for oxygen. like can only breath in half way. and the doctor say 'it's because you're stressed'.. THANKS EH..is that all you know? previously when i had flu, you said the same thing ok.
haiz.. and so much for a birthday this year. haiz.. triple haiz lah...
i wish i have a better birthday celebration next year..
ok B? ;) make sure you're around!!
and oh, if you want to see photos, pls proceed to my multiply page. but photos wont be up tonight. too tired. have to rest my eyes now. goodnight everyone.
Happy 22nd Birthday Ayin!!
Take me as far as possible
