Thursday, September 18, 2008
i forgot to bring my hp lah!
now i cant contact anyone. my memory is not as good as it was before. i cant memorize numbers no more.
and hp is the only medium for me to contact him n cda, the two most frequent call n sms people. SELENGE BACIN!
today i'm going for an iftar date with super sab and fie witt... they are just two great people and i love being with them. we can talk about anything anywhere and anyone. and i'm sure to laugh my heart out (sampai berpeluh) with fie around.
i miss them and i cant wait! let's see whats on the agenda...
meet fie, to Fish n Co at The Glass House, wait for sabs, buka, cam-whoring, chill, hoping the night will end later. we'll see how, i'm working tomorrow dey..
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as most people would say 'on the lighter/brighter note', i will start mine with ON THE HEAVIEST NOTE
have not been talking to him like we used to. since tuesday, 16th...
i'm not sure if it's me who is still - angry? sad? i dont know how i feel.
only father understands my attitude. my actions. my expressions.
ok, pardon me. i'm just trying to cheer myself up, after days of heavy downpour.
life.love. please be kind. OH GOD, please help me thru those tests that you've given me.
i know, HE will only give tests up to our capability. HE won't give us somethings that can make us suffer. only the way we get hold of it and the way we solve it sometimes make us feel like cruelty been dumped to us. i know, one day, insya Allah, i will get rid of all these and start anew.
for him, who i won't give my life to, but he, who i love so much, i hope he'll endure things with me.
i see a light there, huny. come on, lets take another step. and everything will be just find... just find.
Take me as far as possible
